The main thing that is a major part of my life right is my living situation. Where i live, i have to travel about 45-55 mins to school and back everyday. Doing this, i have been pulled over twice and had one accident. I was sitting in traffic in the slow lane when a driver decided to go on the shoulder to try and cut the line, yeah he hit me. My bumper is going to get fixed, thanks insurance. Anyway, because of all these factors i have decided to start renting an apartment closer to school. My first time living alone. I have not found the right place yet, so i'm on the look. I know that rent will be tough to cover, so my parents will help me. However, to chip in and have my own money, i am also looking for a job. Being newly 18, there is a lot of emotions involved in this process, and i can say that i'm ready.
I am a very private person, the things i feel and go through usually never surface, so living on my own will be a challenge of my own will and determination to do well and make myself happy. My family has doubts, and so do i. At this point i am taking a risk, trying a new experience and most importantly, finding out who i am as a person in this world.
So, wish me luck, this will be a journey! Ill keep ya posted (:
P.S. videos to come on youtube, esp when this all goes down!
Living on your own, and not letting that freedom make you irresponsible, is a huge challenge. For me it started at 13, and I had times when I did well and times that I screwed-up majorly. What I learned from that is to not get too down on yourself when you mess things up. Just refocus and keep moving forward. But when you do it right you'll feel so awesome! Good luck, and if you ever need someone to talk to about things you know where to find me.
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